The Hardest Goodbye I'll Ever Have to Make

It's so hard having a best friend
Who's girlfriend can't stand you
Or your friendship with him
And is always dragging him away.

He's never felt like this before
About another girl.
I'm coming between them
And I know it's killing him.

So I have to walk away.
It's not his fault
That I have his best interest at heart
And want things to work out between them.

We've been fighting for his attention
And none of us can take it anymore.
We're tearing him apart
And I know he hates it.

So this has to be goodbye.
Not because I'm mad at you or hate you
But because I love you.
I'm sorry. I never wanted this and it's killing me.

Thank You

When people ask me if I'm glad that it's over,

I tell them that I'm not sure.

You put me through hell,

But you made me who I am today.

You showed me that true love exists,

Even if it doesn't last forever.

You taught me a lot about myself,

Like how beautiful I really am.

You might have been an asshole,

But I thank you for that

Because all the shit you put me through,

Only made me stronger.

It made me realize

That I deserve better

And another guy will never have enough of me

To break my heart, ever again.

So I know this may sound crazy,

But thank you so much

For teaching me that I'm a fighter

And that nothing can ever bring me down.

You Were Wrong

You said that I needed you,

But you were wrong.

You said that if you left,

I'd have no one.

After you left, I'll admit, I did feel lonely.

So I jumped into another relationship

And I was miserable.

I didn't want to be tied down.

I was finally free

To do what I wanted.

I won't be seventeen forever

So I'm gonna live it up.

You said that if you left,

I would be miserable.

I hate to clue you in,

I haven't been this happy in years.

Brianna

She's my rock and my sanity.

I can tell her anything

And it will never be repeated.

We laugh so hard

That we almost cry.

I would be lost without her.

She reminds me that I'm better than him

And that I never needed him

And that he didn't deserve me.

It's amazing to have that one friend

That you can talk to about anything

And she'll never judge you.

I'd kill for her in a heartbeat

And she'd do the same for me.

I love her and she'll always be my best friend.

Love

Love is a great thing,

But being in love isn't everything.

The happy times are amazing,

But the hard times are so painful.

I don't mean to sound cynical,

But love isn't all it's cracked up to be.

All that love really is,

Is heartbreaks and lies.

Tears are inevitable

And the pain is too.

You're better off ignoring ever guy

That says that he loves you.

Being single isn't bad.

You don't have to answer to anyone

And just because you're alone,

Doesn't mean you have to be lonely.

Differences

He lied.

I cried.

We fought.

He never cared.

I was in love.

We would never last.

He wanted sex.

I wanted a future.

We had different ideas.

He met her.

I broke down.

We fell apart.

He had her.

I felt alone.

We were never meant to be.

He's still with her.

I'm better off without him.

We're complete strangers.

Never

Believe me when I say it's hard

To watch the one you love,

Fall in love with someone else.

You ask yourself why you weren't good enough

And what she has that you don't.

You cry yourself to sleep every night

And never want to eat.

You drive yourself crazy

Trying to figure out what you did wrong

And all of a sudden,

It hits you.

It wasn't anything you did.

You were too good for him

And he knew it.

So he hurt you

Before you could hurt him.

She has nothing on you.

That's why he's with her.

He had to down grade

To protect himself.

He's pathetic.

Never blame yourself.

Goodbye

As the days pass by
My feelings of love for you fade
And seem to disappear.
Along with my feelings of hate.

The pain is ending
And so is the desire of being in your arms again.
I'm becoming numb.
You're nothing to me now.

I don't love you,
But I don't hate you either.
The passion is gone,
But so is the anger.

Hate isn't the opposite of Love
Because if you hate someone, you still care.
Indifference is the opposite of Love.
I'm indifferent to you.

So now it's time to say goodbye.
I wish you happiness for the rest of your life
And inside, I'm hoping and praying
That our paths will never cross again.